Where do these outbursts come from? It’s been smooth sailing for almost two weeks now and just when I began to feel “normal” the other shoe dropped. I’ve got to really focus on the new normal, but I hate it. I miss my husband so much, I miss us laughing, I miss his perverted sense Continue reading

I’ve always been pretty self-sufficient as a woman. I enjoy mowing the lawn, but I have to pay someone to weed eat. I can trim limbs, bushes, banana trees…just give me sawzall and I’ll come out almost unscathed with some blisters on my hands. I enjoy most yard work and I’m not too afraid of Continue reading

“I’m not defensive, I just sound defensive when I say I’m not.” Greg the Defensive Duck Dementia At Fifty OK, Rebecca you got this! I talk to myself a lot these days; it’s crazy how you can be this independent woman able to do as you please while waiting to earn your mermaid tail, to Continue reading